Well today began another semester.
Ummm why does my accounting prof’s voice make my eyebrows raise really really high like they’re running for my hair line? Her voice is soooo high and it’s continuous…no inflection..will I live?!?!
Accounting is going to be challenging but I refuse to take it more than once. I won’t. I will pass with a “B”. I want a “B”. Hope scholarship is gone and now I’m doing this for myself.
I’ve got my Hospitality and Administration class tomorrow and I hope it isn’t too demanding. The way this accounting is shaping up, I don’t need another heavy course.
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*sigh* I keep flashing back to things I could have said while kickin it with D. Hindsight is 20/20 and that b**** ain’t no joke.
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My mother told me last night that she and her fiance *who shall forever be known in this blog as CCC* talked to the lady who’s renting out the house across the street. CCC’s lease is up in a month and he has to decide where he’s gonna live. He had the silly idea that we would become a traditional blended family*an anomaly within itself* and my momma had to break it to him. Simply put, they have two grown daughters who don’t like each other…we tolerate but clearly she ain’t none of my blood therefore I don’t feel convicted to spend any time with her. Plus, I just don’t like her. She also told him that they’d have to maintain the same boundaries they have now b/c she doesn’t want his daughter rolling across the street whenever she feels she needs her daddy *why did I just giggle at the above sentence…roll across…I think I just signed my lease in hell*
Anyway, I raised an eyebrow at my momma and asked “so he’s gonna be over here more?”. She was like “no, I’ll be over there cause all I’ll have to do is walk across the street.” I will believe that mess when I see it. We got all the good stuff at our house and by good stuff I mean our office, which CCC loves and whatnot *whatnot being my momma and whatnot*. Oh well, I just have to woooosahhhhhh it and trust the Lord cause I don’t have any money to move out. I’m already gonna take out a butt load of loans to finish school and I think it would be uneccessary debt to take out more just to live away from home. I don’t even know why I went all into that speculation cause CCC has to make the decision to move and he might not like the place *secretly hoping he stays far away* Sooooooooooooo it is still to be determined. I need to go brush up on my “no’s” cause I have feeling I’ll be using them repeatedly when it comes to his daughter. I ain’t takin that heffa nowhere…hear me. She can call the lil bus to come get her behind. End of Story.
In happier news,
I rented a gym locker this morning. I did 2hrs of cardio/abs and weights saturday, I did 20min walk/jog and abs yesterday. I will get the body moving today as well. The gym will get used tomorrow once I pack my bag. The way I see it, if I don’t do it everyday…it won’t get done. It’s got to become habit. I tried erry otha day and it didn’t work. *lifting glass of water* Here’s to making exercise a daily part of my life…oh and to 15lbs by the end of March *takes 8 oz. to the head*
Serenity
