frustrated
agitated
sad
mad
depressed
stressed
and all out bummed…
about, because of, and with….my life.
I’ve had sooooo much stress over the last two weeks, I’m wondering how I’m typing this.
Thank GOD this is labor day weekend. Although I have ALOT of World Religions reading, I’m not picking up a book til Sunday afternoon.
This weekend will be one of relaxation and contemplation.
I was going to A.p.a.c.h.e Cafe to support my cousin, who is one of the two headlining performers tonight…doors open at 9pm..show starts at 10pm (he’s quite good, he released an album called Sayingthings)…he’s in my links…last one. The reason I’m not saying his name cause it’s google worthy. All the friends I called were either going out of town or busy. So that’s a no go. That Cafe isn’t somewhere I’d want to go by myself…you know, you want to look at the person your with and feel the vibe together.
I can’t even begin to list what things are ailing me or what is causing me just want to have a good cry. It’s too numerous and really…do you want random folk allllll up and through ya bidness?
The only reason I typed this much is cause I had to. Blogging has become somewhat of a release for me. My normal written page journaling is non existant. My brain thinks WAY faster than I write…I type faster than I write so I’m able to get the thought out before I lose it. I’m famous for starting in the middle of thoughts!
Where was I going? Oh yeah,
I hope everyone has a good weekend and somebody eat some bar-b-que for me!
Serenity
